So I decided to contact my guide on Sunday Night to ask for help, something that I am not very good at doing, as according to my very stern, must get everything right Old Blue Print to ask for help is to show weakness, as I have always had to be strong and have my ducks in a row and do everything 110% right.
So you can only imagine the chaos that started to erupt in my internal world when I started to lose grip on certain tasks, it felt like my entire MKMMA experience had slipped through my fingers and because I was not getting it ALL right, I was about 5 steps from giving up… something that I am also totally against… which is probably my saving grace as it is what made me contact Luc for help.
Let me also tell you that if you still do not believe that your internal world creates your external world, my last 2 weeks are testimony to the fact that it does. The lack of belief with regards to myself started to seep into all aspects of my life and before I knew it I had manifested circumstances in my external world to validate my internal world.
So at the moment it feels like I have undone all the hard work of the last 6 weeks and I have to start from the beginning again ~ which is OK, as it is better than quitting!
Anyway so all I can say is a HUGE THANK YOU to my guide for taking the time to help me see that it was my old blue print and not me failing… so here’s my action plan.
I promise to….
For the rest of the week I promise to spend time affirming my faith in myself to conquer my old blue print, while affirming my faith in the MKMMA course.
Do my 15min sit EVERY DAY – non negotiable!
Read my DMP out loud 3 x a day with enthusiasm.
Read my BPB out loud Daily (I love this)
Read GS 3 x a day as directed.
Then my other tasks will follow… & I always keep my promises…Mandy